just don't give up, I'm working it out
In school again... I don't know why I can't get anything done, I just keep checking my facebook and blog all the time though I should be doing my schoolstuff. What's wrong with me? I really wanna finish, I wanna graduate, I wanna be able to try and get into some other school, I want a career, but I can't focus. I keep thinking about all the stuff that's been happening to me the past month, it's been hard. In one week I'll be in Italy, hopefully after that, my mind will be cleared.
Yesterday me and my mom booked a trip to Dublin in May. I've always wanted to go to Ireland, I love the culture, the music, the beer, the people and everything. It's gonna be awesome to actually see it with my own eyes!
Ok, now I've gotta get my act together. Study, study, study! Fred ut!
Yesterday me and my mom booked a trip to Dublin in May. I've always wanted to go to Ireland, I love the culture, the music, the beer, the people and everything. It's gonna be awesome to actually see it with my own eyes!
Ok, now I've gotta get my act together. Study, study, study! Fred ut!
I got all my sisters with me
As I said in my previous post, I've been woring the entire weekend. It's been pretty hard, but also fun. It's really cool to see how far my brother's got in the last few years!
I got home from there at half past two last night and slept almost the entire day. When I woke up, I started chatting with my former boss in Denmark. He told me that they miss me very much and five minutes into the chat, I started crying. I couldn't stop, the tears just kept flowing, it was awful. But atleast now I've done it. This was the first time I had contact with him since I left. I miss them so much, it hurts.
Now I'm in school, trying to do some schoolwork that was left from last year and it's so boring! I have to do it though. I have to graduate, I don't wanna be some pathetic high school drop-out. Ok, now I gotta start writing, see you soon then. Fred ut!
I got home from there at half past two last night and slept almost the entire day. When I woke up, I started chatting with my former boss in Denmark. He told me that they miss me very much and five minutes into the chat, I started crying. I couldn't stop, the tears just kept flowing, it was awful. But atleast now I've done it. This was the first time I had contact with him since I left. I miss them so much, it hurts.
Now I'm in school, trying to do some schoolwork that was left from last year and it's so boring! I have to do it though. I have to graduate, I don't wanna be some pathetic high school drop-out. Ok, now I gotta start writing, see you soon then. Fred ut!
heja nasse, heja nasse, heja, heja, heja nasse!
I'm working pretty much around the clock this weekend, but don't be scared - I'll be back! :) For those of you who doesn't know, I'm helping out my brother in his new restaurant and there are loads of groups booked this weekend. Cash for bro' means cash for me, which means JIPPIIII! I will see you monday! (Who doesn't love Peter G?) Fred ut!
om jag ville så skulle jag förstå
Hey! I'm sorry about the delay, but my life is pretty much a mess right now. Life in Åland is exactly like the way it's always been, which means that I'm bored most of the time. This Saturday me and some friends went to the local "club" Arken. I met some really nice people, it was fun :) Then I hung out with some band somewhere, it was so random.
Today I went to the insuranceplace to try and get my money back for the planeticket from Copenhagen to Milan (I had to get a whole new one, 'cause the airline doesn't have that destination departing from Stockholm). The woman I talked to was really rude and kinda mean, I didn't like her at all. Plus I'm not gonna get my money back, which sucks. Anyway, I bought a new ticket departing from Stockholm today, so I'm back on track :)
Over all, right now I feel good. I hope it'll stay this way, I don't wanna be mad, sad and moapy anymore. It sucks! Fred ut!
Today I went to the insuranceplace to try and get my money back for the planeticket from Copenhagen to Milan (I had to get a whole new one, 'cause the airline doesn't have that destination departing from Stockholm). The woman I talked to was really rude and kinda mean, I didn't like her at all. Plus I'm not gonna get my money back, which sucks. Anyway, I bought a new ticket departing from Stockholm today, so I'm back on track :)
Over all, right now I feel good. I hope it'll stay this way, I don't wanna be mad, sad and moapy anymore. It sucks! Fred ut!
you sing us that song just to turn it around
I'm sorry about not blogging for a while, but I've been having the worst week of my life, and tomorrow I'm moving back to Åland, and I'm gonna be there for a while before going to another fun place. I'm just waiting for my last paycheck and then I'm gonna book my flight. I'll give you an update tomorrow about why all of this is happening. Fred ut.
a far cry from innocence
Yesterday I was feeling bored, and when I'm bored you never know what kind of things I will start coming up with. I felt like I wanted to pierce myself up by the earlobe, so I started looking for a needle, but couldn't find one. I looked all over the house, but there was no needle. I thought about taking a small nail, but realized that it was waaaay too big.
Then I found the toothpics. I went up to my room to get a nail file, and started sharpening the toothpic. So I began pushing it through my ear, and just when I thought I was through and pulled it out, I saw that it had been bent on the top, so I just took the earring and pushed it as hard as I could. About a minute later it was through, I had succeeded! Now I'm just hoping that it won't get infected. Fred ut!
Then I found the toothpics. I went up to my room to get a nail file, and started sharpening the toothpic. So I began pushing it through my ear, and just when I thought I was through and pulled it out, I saw that it had been bent on the top, so I just took the earring and pushed it as hard as I could. About a minute later it was through, I had succeeded! Now I'm just hoping that it won't get infected. Fred ut!
so you face it with a smile, there is no need to cry
Turns out I was just having a neurotic moment...G contacted me about one minute after I posted the last "blogpost", so I'm not feeling low anymore. Tomorrow I'm booking my ticket! There are some change of plans again though (as usual), so I'm gonna be there April 7th - 14th. Awesome! Fred ut!
take my photo off the wall if it just won't sing for you
Today's topic is Daisy Duck. I've never really thought about it before, but she's kind of a slut. As soon as Donald does something that she doesn't like, she goes to his cousin, his own cousin! Why does Donald put up with her? He's way to good for her if you ask me. Minnie and Mickey seem to have a nice relationship though. Of course, I don't really like Mickey - he's a wise-ass. But then again, so am I.
My Italy-trip is getting closer by the minute, and I can't reach G. I'm starting to get a bad feeling about it. I miss my friends, I need someone to talk to. Fred ut.
serverar mig själv en kopp ambition
Today I wanted to make a dinner that the family would never forget, and fuck me sideways - I did! Not in the right way though... I started making a sauce with some ham, milk, cream, spices and (well you get the point). Everything was going great and when the sauce was ready, I tasted it and it was like a piece of heaven. I took it to the side and put a lid over it. When the family got home two minutes later, I started boiling the spaghetti, and left it unattended to go check something on the computer. When I got to the kitchen eight minutes later, I realized that the father in the family had put the sauce pan back on the stove on a hotplate that he had put on the third heat rate.
My sauce was destroyed. It litterary felt like my life was ending then and there, no one would ever get to taste my fabulous sauce. We had to eat spaghetti with ketchup for dinner. Well, at least they got a dinner that they're not gonna forget for a while.
Btw I really have to do something about my hair soon. Yesterday Kim told me it was starting to get grey. Maybe that's why I thought my life was gonna end today when the sauce died. Fred ut!
My sauce was destroyed. It litterary felt like my life was ending then and there, no one would ever get to taste my fabulous sauce. We had to eat spaghetti with ketchup for dinner. Well, at least they got a dinner that they're not gonna forget for a while.
Btw I really have to do something about my hair soon. Yesterday Kim told me it was starting to get grey. Maybe that's why I thought my life was gonna end today when the sauce died. Fred ut!
jag måste resa vidare nu, för det är så många ställen jag är tvungen att se
I've been thinking about writing in English instead of Swedish in here for a long time, and I guess it's time I start. You see, I don't think it's fair to hide my talents so that only Swedish-speaking people can read what I write. Okay that's not true, I just wanted a change of scenery.
Yesterday I laid in my bed the entire day, I'd got a terrible fever during the night which sucked pretty hard. Today I feel much better though, thank god. I'm hoping to feel great for the whole day so I can go out running tonight. You see, nowadays it's more of a hobby than something I feel I need to do. I really enjoy it!
About two weeks ago, I stepped on to a weight gauge for the first time in about a year or so, and found myself pleasantly surprised over the result. After that I've been eating pretty healthy (except for yesterday when I coudn't eat a single thing) and exercising regularly, so I've dropped a few kilo's more. I'm feeling really good about myself, and I hope I can keep this up. :)
In about three weeks I'm going to Italy to see the wonderful Mr. Giuseppe and all of my friends in Milan. I can't wait! Since I've always been doing this last part in English, I feel it's fair to change it to Swedish, I gotta keep some of my mothertongue. So for the first time only, fred ut!
By the way, can anyone figure out what song that is? (it's directly translated from English to Swedish) :)
Yesterday I laid in my bed the entire day, I'd got a terrible fever during the night which sucked pretty hard. Today I feel much better though, thank god. I'm hoping to feel great for the whole day so I can go out running tonight. You see, nowadays it's more of a hobby than something I feel I need to do. I really enjoy it!
About two weeks ago, I stepped on to a weight gauge for the first time in about a year or so, and found myself pleasantly surprised over the result. After that I've been eating pretty healthy (except for yesterday when I coudn't eat a single thing) and exercising regularly, so I've dropped a few kilo's more. I'm feeling really good about myself, and I hope I can keep this up. :)
In about three weeks I'm going to Italy to see the wonderful Mr. Giuseppe and all of my friends in Milan. I can't wait! Since I've always been doing this last part in English, I feel it's fair to change it to Swedish, I gotta keep some of my mothertongue. So for the first time only, fred ut!
By the way, can anyone figure out what song that is? (it's directly translated from English to Swedish) :)
watching the waves roll off the rocks
Igår pratade jag med min favorititalienare Giuseppe och vi planerade in mitt nästa besök. Det blir högst troligen den 25 mars - 01 april. Nu ska han bara höra med sina rumskamrater om de kan dra någon annanstans under den tiden så att vi får lägenheten för oss sjäva. Han ska iväg på någon skolgrej den 28, så antingen följer jag med dit, eller så åker jag och hälsar på mina Milano-vänner. Det ska bli mycket nice!
Nu ska jag bara försöka fixa till mitt hår lite innan jag drar dit. Är det någon som har ett bra tips på hur man får tillbaka sin fantastiska original hårfärg efter att man färgat det mörkt, om ens vanliga hårfärg är ljusbrunt? Jag vill inte misslyckas, vi alla kommer väl ihåg min gula period? Herregud, det är som att jag var blind i ett år. Hemskt. För att påminna er om hur pass hemskt det faktiskt var, så lägger jag upp en bild på eländet. Peace out! (Just det, det var ju för tusan kort också. Jestabådar!)
Nu ska jag bara försöka fixa till mitt hår lite innan jag drar dit. Är det någon som har ett bra tips på hur man får tillbaka sin fantastiska original hårfärg efter att man färgat det mörkt, om ens vanliga hårfärg är ljusbrunt? Jag vill inte misslyckas, vi alla kommer väl ihåg min gula period? Herregud, det är som att jag var blind i ett år. Hemskt. För att påminna er om hur pass hemskt det faktiskt var, så lägger jag upp en bild på eländet. Peace out! (Just det, det var ju för tusan kort också. Jestabådar!)
